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yesterday my sister called and told me that my mom was admitted to the hospital.i rushed to the hospital as soon as i found out.thank god wanie offered to send me to the hospital.my mom complained earlier that she had a stomach ache and she was having a fever.and everytime she eats,she will throw up.

the doctor said she had uncontrollable diabetes.the machine couldnt even read her sugar level because it was too high.she looked terribly sick and weak and she was shivering but her temperature was high.she couldnt even speak.i just couldnt stand looking at my mum.i can see her struggling while going through the pain.it was just too sad to look at her that way.i wish i could switch places with her.

i knew she had diabetes before but she kept reassuring us that it's under control.we didnt know she was really really sick.i dont know if she was trying to hide it from us or what because she kept insisting us not to send her to the hospital.or maybe it was just me.maybe i dont want to face the reality because im scared.

at this point,it was a reality check for me.life is not a bed of roses and we're not living in a lala land.im always busy thinking about my assignments,my relationship with my boyfriend and other nitty gritty stuff but i wasnt concern about bigger things.that just hit me.

its really really hard for me to go through all this and with all the assignments piling.i have to try not to neglect my studies because that matters her the most.she was the most excited when she found out i did good on my exam papers.she sacrificed a lot for me so that i can continue my studies.

rigt now,she's doing better but just now the doctor said she got a blood infection.she spoke to me before i go back to cyberjaya.she asked me if i skipped classes to visit her.she even wished good luck for tomorrow's islamic studies quiz.i pray to God that she'll be in good condition and i hope her health will improve.

to those who read this blog,i hope you can pray for my mom's health.and thank you for my friends for their supports.i really do appreciate it.

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there was this girl in our class whom aisha dislikes a lot and apparently i cant figure out why despite the way she dresses and how stuck up her face could be.and aisha kept talking about her non stop since class.then,after class,i was surfing through the net browsing my friends from MMU in myspace and then i hit her page.and GAWDD,now i understand 100% why aisha a.k.a vashni loathes her.first ,she added all mat rempits in her page.obviously,she layan everybody who seems to be interested in her.second,her pictures are bloody poyo.okay,i admit i am a camwhore like who gives a fuck about that kan but i dont go whoring around like HER.and the fact that she wears dangling earrings to class EVERYDAY doesnt help her a bit.those pictures are one thing.ANOTHER THING is her profile.man,i cant stand it i can go nuts reading it.honestly,i've never seen someone who is totally obsessed about her ownself.she's practically telling everyone that she is probably the hottest girl in town and all guys are trailing behind her back.HELLO..?!!and she kept mentioning how FUN she is.another HELLO..?!!if you seen her personally,you cant find any of the word fun around her face.she never even smile to people.this is really gonna be embarrasing for her if she knows that we are talking about her.

it's not that im jealous or anything.i've got no excuse to be jealous anyway.usually these kind of things wont bother me.but the kepoyoan nyer tak terhingga urged me to write about her.hahaha.

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You Are 19 Years Old



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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.



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okay i know it's my second post for today.hey,probably there will be more post later.haha.i dont know why i kept updating it.it'll get worst if i had my camera with me.my sister crashed my sony cybershot camera anyway.i was sleeping that time and she wanted to use my camera for her own use.when she told me about the camera,i was furious and i actually cried.i bought the camera for my studies purpose.and to repair it,it'll cost me 1k plus.where the hell am i gonna find that amount of money?believe me,my parents wont give me any.to them,i shouldve learned my lesson even though it was so obvious it wasnt my fault.thank god my sister is willing to pay the damage.

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my livejournal page is so ugly that i dont feel like updating it frequently.call me stupid but i dont even know how to edit the layout.i forgot how to use HTML.and i dont even have time to figure it out.

i love database
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okay i just added some of you in my list.so i just wanna say heyya.:)so far,you guys are the only people i knew in livejournal since webdesigining were the shit.everybody seems to quit webdesigning since myspace and friendster were published.or is it just me?i know that i quit webdesiging because of this particular pea brain hacked my site,change all the content in it and even called me up every night and black mailed me.he just gone too far so i called him up and i said to him(okay actually lied to him)that i've already lodged a report to the police.tau takut.bodoh.anyway,apart from that,i missed those times where you log in their guestbooks and praise their skills in webdesigning.i even made friends with lots of cool people.;)

oh yeah,i just took database paper just now.and woohoo,i cant even answer one shit.last year the format was 20 objective questions and 2 subjective questions.just now at 9 o'clock sharp,just as i flipped over the exam paper,all the questions are in SUBJECTIVES.in my mind was nothing but to leave the exam room.but then,everybody will know that im empty in the head.so,iused my imagination just like what aisha did too to answer those questions.fail or not is not the issue anymore.the issue is to answer the question with the most logical answers.as long as youre writing even though it's rubbish,people will actually thought you spend the whole week studying.

if i have one wish in the world,i wish im a fucking billionaire so i dont have to study.but im not so that means i still have to edit pictures in photoshop and bind the whole thing.aaargh malas.

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trying out this thing.

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